Oh, Yana I feel you. It could be a little of both. My thoughts for you is to re-evalutate your true goal here. I would think stress and burnout aren't included and you never want to lose the desire to continue doing what you love.
While I don't think leaving is the answer, perhaps a break would help. A change of scenery can bring a fresh perspective.
All the best on making your decision. Be well🙏🏽
Thank you so much for the boost of my story! Much appreciated.🤗🥰