Such tender vulnerability here Suzanne, beautifully expressed. I am so sorry for your loss. Not all women possess the mother instinct. Some women have children and have no idea what it really means to be a mother. Others aren't blessed with children but are gifted naturally toward mothering. Life has its own way of unfolding for us to see what we need when we need it. I don't think it's a coincidence you've arrived here at this moment...right on time. Peace and blessings in the days to come. ❣